Okay, so here goes. This 21-year-old all-average girl with a few kilos to lose and a lazy bum is currently sitting inside the ICT lab in her university while doing some research and readings. She has to present a suitable case study by this weekend (tight deadline, huh?) so that she can start her simulation by Monday. And yes, she is freezing COLD. By the way, this girl is the author herself, which is none other than yours truly. I know, what a lame way to start my post.
Anyway, I find doing research tedious, as this research is actually equivalent to FYP (Final Year Project). It's not as tough, since it is catered for undergraduates. Still, it is very tough because I only started my second year and I lack of many knowledge prior to the research I am currently doing. Yeah, struggling babeh. All for the sake of some petty cash and of course, experience which cannot be bought monetarily. Of course, I suffer now but I'll find myself on a comfortable spot during my final year when I am doing my FYP.
Doing all these research makes me thinking that engineering is not really my cup of tea. Sure, I am good at maths, calculus and physical chemistry, and about average (can be above if I struggle, note the IF), but there is no passion or anything that drives me to score super high marks apart from kiasuness which is overpowered by my laziness. I mean, the things that I really like and are good at, I will still score high even if I do not put much effort, simply because the passion is there. It would be either psychology, film making or even acting. Making business is not bad as well. But oh well, taking up an engineering degree is a way of pushing my limits and a proof of my capability (provided I don't start being lazy LAH).
Yes, I am currently lazing off and skipping my research thing. I am LAZY.
But I would very much want to skip one semester and take up any course I desire for one semester. Of course, in other countries far far away, so as to experience culture shock LOL.
Physics is not my cup of tea. DEFINITELY.
I want to stay in Switzerland for half a year and experience its beautiful culture and surrounding. Well, I used to want to stay in Japan and experience its culture but somehow I fear the yakuza and the hentai people there LOL. Look how notoriority can lead to stereotypism and thus fear hahaha!!!
Okay. I am too lazy to post anything else already. Lunch time!!
p/s: I am currently on a weight loss regime. Just successfully lose a kilo (which doesn't make any difference). Oh well, will try to lose 3-4 kilos before CNY hahaha!!!
p/s/s: Losing weight is DIFFICULT, but during CNY it is easy to GAIN back. FUCK.
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